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Sunday, June 28, 2009
"Like a comet blazing 'cross the evening sky, Gone too soon.. Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, Gone too soon.. Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright.. Here one day.. Gone one night Like a castle built upon a sandy beach, Gone too soon.. Like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach, Gone too soon.. Gone too soon. (MJ, 1958-2009) _________________ Some things in life just have to come to an end, an indication of how fragile and temporal we are. From her voice on the phone, I realised how much she hated me. And I can't continue fooling myself picturing the day that we would be together. I have brought her to see some lights & pyrotechnics.. ..and she has brought me to see her true self. Sometimes the truth alone is not good enough. Sometimes people need to have their faith rewarded. I will miss you, F. Goodnite. - remykm Labels: love Bookmark this article at 
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Friday, May 29, 2009
 M: I did sumthin bad ~ forgive me 23:04 (28 May) F: What thing bad? 23:07 Why must ask forgiveness frm me. Ask god. Im nt god. 23:12 M: I ady asked God. So now i asked u ~ becos u r godsent 23:15 F: Why whats wrong.. 23:15 Why u did smth bad isit got to do we me? 23: 16 M: I just want to confide with u ~ becos u r close to me 23:20 F: What thing u did? 23:20 M: Can I keep secrets with u ~ 23:22 F: Yes.. 23:22 M: Thank u F. Wont tell u nw, personal. Its good 2 have someone whom i can share secrets with ~ 23:26 F: Ok. Just tell me when u feel like to. 23:20 M: yuna likes coldplay & cardigans too ^_^ 23:49 F: No wonder yuna's voice is a lil similar to the lead singer, the cardigans. 23:15 (29 May) ........ Labels: song Bookmark this article at
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
F - "I need space." 21:18 M - "Thumbdrive?" 21:18 F - "No. U controlling every of my aspect." 21:19 M - "It's like a missing star thats alwys been up in ur sky, they are all you. U r like a rocket ~ " 21:31 F - "What u talking ni. Dont use good english w me la. Better use those to P, ur favourite distinction student who likes to f**king brag even w unecessary stuff." 21:36 M - " ..u r like a rocket in my mind thats waiting 2 define evrytin abt me. cause even if they go away, i got the feeling that u r gonna stay ~ " 21:46 F - "Out of the blue moon.. And so on.. everyday theres new things that needs to brag and the worst part is, orang tak tanye, die aleh2 bilang...wow " 21:46 M - "Why r u talking bad abt P ~ she has never told me anytin bad abt u. I tot she's a nice person. I can tell by her eyes.. the way she looks at someone.." 22:03 F - "Oh wells. U don't know her well yet. :) ooops sorry if been saying bad abt ur favourite distinction student. Its nt saying smth bad actually. It smth fact. " 22:06 M - "Did u have 2 cut the white parts of ur printed poster just nw ~ the others had to, fyi " 22:09 F - "I see P's the same as mine what. If u want i can pay back the printing. How much is the price anw? " 22:11 M- "Just pay me back by being in good terms with P. Ur good looks shld complement with a good heart ~ " 22:26 F - "Forget everything i said just nw. Gdnite." 22:24 F - "I am ok w her..we both are always fine.." 22:27 M - "tell me u're okay, i'm the one. I filled the most for u. Fix it, i said. Good nite ~ " 22:30 F - "U always took phrases from a song." 22:32 M - "ha,ha.. I really like yuna. thank u for bringing her to my life ~ " 22:33 F - "I like her too :) " 22:34 ........ Labels: song Bookmark this article at
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
My good friend Mohksin fled off to Down Under, away from the craziness of life in Singapore.  Khairu & me 'cabut' from our workplace last Friday afternoon to see our friend off.  Mohksin's uncle.  Mohksin's grandmother oddly came to see her boy. Staying in a place far too long can make a person go crazy, so Mohksin is doing the right thing. He sold off his bike (from what I was told) to get some cash he needed, quited Mendaki and appeared for a few seconds on national TV for the infamous 'Imperfectly Perfect" MCYS Family Funeral commercial before venturing off.  A few weeks before, I met Mohksin on his birthday with Hakim Ono to watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine and he had been speaking about leaving Singapore. Much like Logan (Wolverine) himself, Mohksin is a soul-searcher, bearded and without a girlfriend - either a victim of unrequited or lost love. I'm not really his close friend but I'm close enough to understand him. He text me two days before his flight: "Salam remy! Ingat tk tht time i told i wanna take a break? Im going this fri to aussie. thot is let u noe (=" - 19 May 2009 21:26 Life has been at times crazy and unfriendly for me and I wish sometimes I can fly off as well, away, to become temporarily a wayfarer, a traveller and a kind stranger. My work at ITE had almost taken its toll - but I need to learn as much as I teach. I can't afford to fall in love, let alone allow myself to be emotionally drowned with feelings such as rejection and loneliness. Sparing the details, I rather hide and pretend - that everything is okay. I have started taking evening classes at Pergas for the BIRKH programme to get some spiritual nourishment - something which I needed to get my mind away from her. I thank god for this life - for having a family, friends. And I thank the person who invented aeroplanes and airports. It's always a nice feeling to be there at the Departure Hall to see a person before he flies off. Perhaps, almost like being there at someone's deathbed before he goes to meet his Maker. -remykm Labels: airport Bookmark this article at
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